It’s late, so maybe nobody will see this. I just needed to share with someone without feeling like an idiot. Ok well I’ll still feel like an idiot, I suppose. Anyway I just found out that this guy I am interested in, who seemed receptive, is 24 years old. That is shockingly young to me... I’m only 29 (turning 30 this year) but I feel that I have to be an idiot to think a guy who is that young could possibly be seriously into me. Like, I feel stupid for even entertaining fantasies. I would feel stupid regardless, for being not that pretty, and etc. all the shit anxiety and low self-worth bring up, but this just makes me feel even more stupid.